Submitted by blakat on Wed, 05/19/2004 - 7:16pm.
I desperatly need help!! There's the guy at my school that I'm totally in love with.
We used to sit next to each other in science, and we started to flirt a little, but then my evil-bitch-monster-teacher changed every one's seats. Ever since then, we've barely talked. Now, he just ignores me.
Every time I see him flirting and talking to the other girls(who all have super model bodies) I just start to break down. The other day, I cried for two hours on my dad's kitchen, in complete mental breakdown mode, screaming and hurting myself!
I can't stop thinking about him, he's perfect! He's super goregous, funny, nice and just so...aaaahhhhhh...
It's driving me crazy, practically turning me into a zombie!
I NEED HELP, PLEASE!!
If ANY of you know anything that will help, please e-mail me: childofthefarplane@yahoo.com
Thank You
-Kat
If you truly want him --- then don't. Spend time on yourself, bubble baths, shopping spree (if you can afford it or just get yourself something nice). Exercise, do yoga, practice meditation and focus on YOU make yourself a better person, give to charity, of your time is better than money, volunteer somewhere. Take your mind off yourself and onto someone or thing that will appreciate your love, go dog walking, visit our elders take some kids to the park for no monetry gain. Find out who you truly are. Study the stars, do some reading about your specific planet. Make use of your time and if he is meant to come then he will. If Not then I assure you that your REAL True Love will come and he will be better just get out of the Goddesses way and let her choose He who is truly right for you. And BELIEVE after all isn't that why you are here? Blessed Be Furdion